August 15, 2023

I get out or I don’t. Yes, it’s time to get out of the closet. Yes, but not just any! Sad because I’m not gay. It might have been better. What defines me is not uncommon. There are many of us. I am a pornocrat. That’s said. Phew! The word is dropped! Yes, even at my age. I shame the seventy-year-old males. On the other hand, I would describe myself more as an eroticrate. (it may not even be a word accepted by the Academy). Let’s just say I have eroticism behind the tie.

In addition, to finish on a better note this first text of my blog, tonight I ended several subscriptions. Because some of them are becoming more and more pornographic. And then, in fact, I don’t like pornography. What I love is eroticism. I realize I’m wasting my time. Don’t you have to be stupid enough to look at virtual women or on paper at the time when Playboy magazine was making profits. They are all beautiful in their own ways. All different. Ah it’s true, one thing that began to bother me is the botox injections that many of them are doing. Often, it seems that the company MICHELIN or FIRESTONE did the job.

And then, what a waste of time! How much time I lost not to work or to inform myself. It will be better tomorrow. Here is the first bell!

August 19, 2023

Phew! That’s it! I "uploaded" my site. I’ve been working on it for at least a month and a half. I put so much effort into it that I forgot about my best friend’s birthday. Fortunately, she didn’t hold it against me. I probably jumped you in your chair with my previous text. If necessary, I will suffer the repercussions. My friend is really a very good person, she is human and has a lot of other qualities. Moreover, if I now have a few days of sobriety it is a little thanks to her. I do not know why I let myself go to these confidences. In fact, I’m basically obsessed, but I keep quiet; which is a good point. Right? All of this is shit! But I had enough. That’s it! Thank you for reading me.

August 24, 2023

A day like any other... well, almost. In the wake of my previous revelation, I feel as if my best friend is angry with me for being so secretive. Those secrets were unhealthy and deceptive.

But life goes on. I have an old friend who is currently in hospital, having broken her hip and fractured her femur. Our text correspondence is a bit arduous and complicated for her, as she's under the narcotic effects of morphine.

Right now, as some of you might have guessed, I'm still working on my website. I'm scanning my portfolios to slide some of my concepts into the FOLIO segment. I'm scanning the larger formats in segments, then putting them back together to create a complete image. It's time-consuming, requires concentration and is tiring on the eyes, which is why I take regular breaks.

I think I've said it all for today. Sorry for the English translation.

August 29, 2023

How fat I am! Too bad for me, I love yogurt too much in all flavors. I know, it's bad for my health, at least too much in my case. I'm a glutton. GOURMAND! A disease of the Western world? Of America? At last! I think so.

I've started emptying hard drives of the things that made me waste so much time. The origins of this annoying habit? My childhood. Despite my family's poverty, we had access to a ten-volume encyclopedia. One day, as I was leafing through one of them, my gaze stopped, fixed on a photo reproducing the sculpture of the Venus de Milo. I ignored the fact that it was no longer in my arms... Although. But she was practically naked. Delicately, I removed the tempting page... Then I began to pick up other, perhaps less "crude" images from the few magazines and catalogs in the house. It was my first collection of pretty pictures that showcased women's bodies, their shapes, but also the beauty of their faces.

But... there was a but. My collection was not to be seen by my mother, who was, let's face it, a tad puritanical. I had to hide the old shoebox and its precious contents, because while I was at school, there'd be no one to look after it. So, come autumn, I buried it. It's not surprising, for us adults, to know that with the dampness of winter and the spring rains that these painstakingly and time-consuming images would be almost rotten by spring. So I decided to redo the collection.

October 8, 2023

Can't you hear me, I've just breathed a sigh of relief, because I've finally finished my website. I've added a few things I've done that I didn't show much. A few productions have also been left out. But the most fantastic thing I've done in the last month is work with artificial intelligence.

You have to be very precise with your questions, because it can lead you into all sorts of labyrinths. On the other hand, there's always a link to the subject at hand. It also gives good pointers, sometimes even dazzlingly valid suggestions.

I don't know where it takes us, it's a total mystery. I have very few reserves about this phenomenon, on the "sine qua non" condition that it doesn't fall into the wrong hands.

In seven days' time, I'll have been working for two full months without being distracted by pretty virtual women. Not bad! Huh! So I've still got 10 months to go before I get my cake. Although being diabetic... I'd better abstain. By the way, is there an association of pornocrats anonymous? The A.P.A. or the Automobile Protection Association? Sorry about that.

December 8, 2023

I haven't been very assiduous with my blog. Sorry for those who have waited so long. Downloading, really a lot of downloading. And then there's my site, which I've restructured to bring it up to date. The dominant color of 2024 "peach fuzz" by Pantone. It's also the dominant color of my site. I've also moved up the dates a bit, so it's up to you to figure it out... ! As for the consumption of virtual female bodies, I'll be four months clean next week. It's not that I don't have temptations, but I'm holding out. As for the blog, without writing daily, I'll try to be a little more consistent.